FILM
holga | yashica

they say when you're with the person you like, you don't notice others anymore;
he's the only person you see, like everything else is a blur.

to me, it's the total opposite.
when i see you, i can't look straight
i never make eye contacts
i fear that my eyes may linger longer than they should if i did
i wish i looked at you as much as i could though,
because now i'm not certain if i'll ever get the chance again.

she's waiting for that someone who will make her not think twice
she's starting to doubt if someone will ever come

do boys replay scenarios in their heads as much as girls do?

do boys notice as much details as girls do when they talk?

do boys discreetly search for the girl they like in a sea of people?

do boys get butterflies, too?

do boys feel these too when they like someone?

i hope you like me

i hope you do

You're my biggest what-if

Not in a what-if-it-worked-out kind of way

But in a what-if-you-liked me kind of way

                                                               Which I think is sadder

she'd pick you over anyone in a heartbeat, no questions asked.

chances are slim but she hoped you'd do the same.