fickle mind & constant heart

this is about you.

i've known you for two years now.
you are still that candy that the kid in me wants so badly. you still cause me pain. you are still beautiful. after all this time, you still make my heart beat fast.

i try to forget you, i really do. you don't know how light i feel when i am not thinking of you. but you still find your way back to me. sometimes it takes you weeks, a month, even a quarter of the year — but in the end you keep coming back.
shouldn't i be happy that the person i like keeps coming back? no. because your coming back just means you're gonna leave again.

i am not asking you to stay. i just want you to tell me the score. because somewhere between the jokes we made about us being together, it became real to me.

yes, this is about you. i've known you for two years now. i have been writing about you for a year & these stupid feelings have never left me since.