i just want someone to be there. someone to sneak out with at night just to go for a ride or a midnight mcdonald's run. someone to exchange rants and blabs with. someone i can share a "secret place" with. someone i can do crazy things with. because it takes quite a lot of time and effort for me to be that comfortable with a person i like, especially if we didn't start as friends. i tend to be cautious and conscious, because i think i might do something that might turn him off. i want someone to make me not feel this way, someone who makes me feel like it's okay to be makulit and kengkoy without actually saying it. i want someone that's gonna make me let my guards down and think "hey that wasn't bad at all. that actually felt so good. IT WAS WORTH IT." i just want to have someone whom i can pour all these emotions out to, emotions i was afraid of showing to anyone before. i want to experience being head over heels over someone.
well you know what they say, you can't get everything you want. it's sad, really. and rude. why, why can't we get what we want? why can't we stop wanting what we can't have, either?
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